Why can't today be like yesterday?

Yesterday Amy, Paige and me went to the temple to do our homework and I have to say it was really nice to sit on the grass and enjoy the nice weather. Here is the beauitful logan temple......

Yeah Amy and Paige are dorks but I still love them.....

This is my most favorite picture from the whole time we were at the temple. It was a great idea to go to the temple even though we didn't get to go inside it is almost better to just be outside and feel the spirit that is there. What made it even better was the fact that is was nice day outside.... unlike today.

The best thing I learned at church

About 4 months ago I was having a really hard time, a friend had really hurt my feelings and I was having a hard time dealing with it. I went to bed on a saturday night in a bad mood. When I woke up the next day for church I was still in a bad mood but I went to church anyway. I remember I felt like everyone wanted to talk to me and all I wanted was to be left alone. It was fast and testimony meeting that Sunday and with each testimony I started to feel better but some part of me just wanted to still be angry. So I went on with church still trying to be mad but the more I tried the less I felt that way. Then at the end of relief society one of my friends got up a bore her testimony and it was exactly what I needed. She said that we must love everyone because they are all sons and daughters of god. That really hit me hard because it let me know that reguardless of what choices my friend makes I still need to love them because we all came from the place and we all need to be forgiven. I still haven't talked to my friend since all of this happened but now I don't habor any hard feelings anymore.

My new favorite song.....

Jar of hearts- The first time I heard this song I thought it was ok but the second time I heard it I decided that I loved it. That is very unusal for me because ususally I have to listen to a song a lot before I love it. The only other time that this has happpened was with Avril Lavigne, I still remmeber the first time I saw her music video I was in love. I still love her music and I am excited that she finally put out a new CD.

Stadium of fire......

If you were wondering.... witch I am sure you all are I am going to the stadium of fire with Chantel of course. I can't wait it is going to be so fun. When I went to her apartment for lunch today she told me about how she wanted to go and that I wanted to go to so it was decided then and there that we would go. I am so excited so to I have wanted to ever since I first heard about it when I was little but my mom never wanted to so that was out of the question. Well now that I am pretty much an adult I can go and there is nothing that my mom can do about it. Guess who the preformers are going to be this Brad Paisley and David Archuleta... yep I am way excited. I just wish that July 2 would get here sooner so it was warm and I would be STADIUM OF FIRE. He didn't have to be-I love this is song but lets just face I love a lot of the old country songs She's everything-I really like this song because gives me a glimpse into what my future husband will think about me. Letter to me- I really like this song becaue I always think about the advice that I want to give to my friends younger than me As I was looking on YouTube for Brad Paisley songs I realized that I loved more of his songs than I even realized I those are just a few I could post a lot more believe me. Crush- As I was looking up David Archuleta I realized that I only know one of his songs but don't worry I still have a few months to work on that.

My week!!!!

Monday 3/28 This was the worst day of the whole week. I woke up felt great then I go to leave my apartment and guess what I couldn't find my glasses. Yeah so I had to go the whole day without them. Let me tell you I am not a very happy person with my glasses. I know that I looked like was pissed off the whole day.One thing that did make the day better was one of neighbors gave me a ride up the hill. Luckily for that day my first class the teacher uses really big words on her slide shows, institute was the most fustrating because I couldn't see the board and then in child guidence I had a test and I usually take off my glasses for my test so that wasn't a problem at all. Then after that when I got home much to my surprise I found my glasses on my bathroom counter under a baggie. I felt much better after I found them. Tuesday 3/29 Well I love every Tuesday because guess what I don't have any classes so I can do whatever I want for the day. Let me tell yah I can't just stay inside all day so I usually end up going to wal-mart or Lee's (even if I don't need to) just buy candy (sour gummie worms and cherry heads). But this Tuesday was very different because I went to see my friend who just got married. It was great to see her and catch up with everything that had happened since the wedding. I also just love seeing her little girl. Wednesday 3/30 This was a pretty regular day till I got to my friend Chantel's apartment for lunch and found out I was going with her to look at places to live for the summer. Well our first stop was in the island in a basement apartment. The landlord said that no currently lived in it so she would leave the door open all day and they could at any time durring the day. We both thought that was werid. When we pulled up to the apartment the door to it looked like it could easily be broken down and it was about as tall as me. So Chantel slowly opened the door and the door dragged against the floor. She was scared to go in so I said come on just go. So we walked down a hall way that just had carpet placed over cement and it smelled. Then we got to the kitchen and living room where there was a hole in the wall and then onto the bathroom were you could sit on the toilet and easily put your feet in the tub. Next we left because it was too creepy. Thursday 3/31 No classes today eaither because the only one that I usually have was canceled so I got sit home alone most of the. So I took my time getting ready I curled my hair, cleaned the kitchen and did some homework. Then at about 4 I couldn't stand being my apartment so I packed up my stuff and headed of to a park to do my homework. At first I was going to first dam but I then I decided that willow park would be better. So I got there and sat at a table for a hour just doing my homework and listening to the little kids play. But it started to get cold so I left and my next stop was the store and then the temple. At the temple I just walked around it and man I could feel the spirit and it was great to walk past everyone that was there and get a smile. Friday 4/1 April fools day!!! Let my just say that I really don't like this holiday. When I got to family finance to turn my homework I realized that I was supposed to write a paper about my homework. So instead of going to class I went to the computer lab to write a 2-3 page paper. Lets jus say that I wrote it in 35 minutes I was pretty proud of myself. After that I went to my class and turned in my assigment. Then I went to religion in life and my next stop was my apartment for lunch. When I got home I was alone for a while till Amy and Paige came home. They were both in really good moods and they convinced me to put on my shorts. So I did I actually changed my whole outfit, after that I was in a really good mood. Then I decieded to go to temptation cupcakes and buy all of my roommates and my mom a cupcake. Lets just say they all loved me and they have the best cupcakes there. Then I had to go to child guidence and in the middle of class there was a wasp and noboday was paying attention and less than half of the class was there was we got out early. Then I made my way home and had a nice heart to heart with my mom. Overall it was a great Friday!!!! Saturday 4/2 My mom made pancakes, that shocked me because I don't think my mom has ever made pancakes. Lets just the first couple of pancakes were learning experiences but after that they were really. I was more just shocked that my mom was cooking something for breakfast that I really liked most of the time she just frys potato's. Then I watched conference and when that was over I cleaned out somethhings in my room. Around dinner time I went up town and got my favorite Subway ( I eat there at least once a week) and then I went to Arctic Circle to get some cheese in a breadstick. They are the best things, they are just fried cheese but man I sure do love them. What made Arctic Circle even better was a lot of my old friends were working so I was there for a while just talking. Today 4/3 Woke up watched some more conference. The funny thing is during the afternoon session today I just could sit still. So I tried turning the channel and guess what it wouldn't turn to the channel that I wanted so I tried another channel and when I was sick of that channel I pushed last (thinking it would take me back to conference) and it took me to the first channel that I wanted and lets just say I found out the reason that it wouldn't turn to that channel. Then I remembered that I need to check my oil (still during conference) and so as soon as I walked outside it started to snow a little and it kept snowing harder the longer I was outside but as soon as I came in it quite snowing. Now if those aren't signs saying just sit down and stay in that chair till conference is over I don't know what is. But I did enjoy the parts of conference that I listened to. Now I am back in logan hopeing that one of my roommates comes home real soon because I am bored. Well I hope that this next week is as eventful as this last one has been.

Day 30- A motto or philosophy

I never said it would be easy..... I just said that it would be worth it. I really believe this quote because after you have been through hard times you it is easy for you to cherish the good times. Why this quote means so much is when I was junior in high school my mom lost her job that she had, had for 23 years. I was in shock when she told me and at first I didn't believe it. I remember praying that night and I just got this overwhelming feeling that everything would be just fine. It was just so hard to think my mom would no longer have a job. She did have a part time job for 4 months and then she was hired on full time at her current job and it was the biggest relief that she finally had a full-time job. But I know that because of that experience I learned so much. During that time I had to learn to do a lot of things for myself because my mom was gone at night instead of during the day. It really helped with the adjustment to college because I already knew how to cook meals and do other basic things on my own. While I was going through this I just why did this happen to me but I can honestly say it was worth it and I learned so much. I am done with the 30 day blog challenge and I have to say that the only way I made it through was the fact that I set most of the blog posts as drafts. That means when the day came to post them all I had to do was change the post date and push publish post and bam I was done. Anyway I hoped you have learned a lot about me and I will continue to post, just not everyday.

Day 29- Hopes, dreams,plans for the next 365 days

• Get good grades this semester
• Go to the temple a lot more than I currently do
• Apply to and get accpeted into the elementary education progam
• Pass math 1050, stats 1040 and math 2020
• And then in about six months I will have a big announcment but until then you will have to wait to see what I have under my belt. (don't worry it is nothing bad just wait till you hear what it is and you will be excited for me, I just know it)
• Make new friends
• volunteer

I wish I had more hopes and dreams for the next 365 days but like I said keep reading and soon you will understand.